Monday, 29 November 2010

Communication Technology Two Evaluation...

This project was a fresh beginning for me; A new group of people, a new year, a newly inspired me and a whole lot of new mistakes to be made; which is just the way that I like it. I came back, having re-developed my passion for Art Therapy, one which I had forgotten about for a long time, and was now freshly implanted in my brain, with all of the excitement for the challenge ahead. My mission was, what I thought, a simple one; to develop new skills, refresh old ones and develop a greater knowledge of the wide-world that is; art & design. This in theory, would not be a difficult task; not at all in fact; however that is until the maelstrom that is, Paul Murray, throws himself into the equation...
Initially i thought that the inspiration that i had to become an Art Therapist would work well for me during the course of the year, as I would have a direction, the penny had dropped; I didn't intend on me looking back at this and thinking how naive I was to think this way. Due to positive feedback from tasks and tutorials, I headed down a path where I had conducted more research than practical work; getting too carried away with the theory of working in the community, and reading about homelessness in particular, made me an expert in theory, but not in hands on community work.
After then getting a little hand-on with a group; I decided that working with groups, and developing social projects with them, was not what I wanted to be doing; Finally I realized that what I needed to be doing was more hand-on practical work; from this lead to many min-briefs from making origami from chinese take-away menu's; to making a copper ring; projects in curatorship and nature photography with butterflies.
As many practical skills that I made from doing these mini-briefs, which where plenty in-fact; I do feel that my greatest accomplishments within this module where the skills I learned about what is the best way of working for me; Revelations such as; I may not even want to go towards being an art-therapist as such anymore; I have always wanted to keep my own practice and it is because of that, it may take priority. Another valuable lesson is that, I want to make more use of the colleges facilities whilst I have the opportunity to do so; I only have a year and a half left and I need to make the most of it; prioritizing my own practice and working much more practically than I previously have been. Another reason that I have decided this is because I plan on developing more three dimensional work within my time left, taking the knowledge that I have gained from this module; I am already developing ideas for making such things as jewelry and sculpture, within the next brief.
Other important aspects that I have learned from this module, include that, personally, for me to work best; I need to schedule weekly library and time to do theory work; for scheduling is a major help to my problem of procrastination. This revelation, teamed with the fact that I have finally decided, blogging, in its current format does not work for me; within the next project I will try to record what I am learning, in numerous ways, until it feels right for me as a learner; because blogging simply does not suffice, in my opinion.
Once again, I feel that the mini-briefs and the theory within this this projects, are far inferior to the lessons that i have learned about myself as a learner, and have ben much more of a stepping stone into, not only my next module, but also my future career; and it is because of that, that I feel this project has been successful; I learned what I want to do. Watch this space. Visual Language is going to be a great one. Bring, it, on!

Saturday, 27 November 2010

Evaluation preparatory...

So for the evaluation; I wanted to go back and look at the questions that we where asked for the interim critique; and see how my answers have developed (if at all) and what has changed, and what I have learned in the distance between the two...

How effective is your research & self directed projects in helping you to develop your understanding of what you need to learn?

How does what your doing, tie in with what you want?
  • I want to work in an art therapy-style field; maybe not as an actual art therapist; but looking at art as therapeutic; whilst keeping my own practice.
  • I do want to make use of the colleges facilities whilst i am a student here; learn as much as i can; bot about my practice and different techniques but also about myself as a person (personal ethics, interest in society etc).
  • I have always wanted to be my own boss; I hate being a puppet for someone else.
What have I learned?
  • I need to dedicate more personal time to my practice than i have been.
  • I ned to draw/paint as much as I can (maybe daily); to keep me inspired and not scared of getting back into it.
  • I have a huge interest in working in three dimensional form.
  • The community/teaching aspects of my work should be kept in mind at all times, however the theory should not take over my practical work.
  • Creative writing is something I need to get more involved in once again, as it is another release that can be good for me.
  • Blogging, in the normal sense; does not work for me.
What do i need to rethink?
  • How I am going to record my future work [my own form of a blog, sketchbook etc].
  • How involved do i want my community projects to be involved with my practice?
  • initial approach to a project.
What have you learnt about independent study, identifying personal strengths and needs, setting goals and managing your workload?

What have you learned about yourself as a learner?
  • I can work well when left to own devices within reflective thinking and ideas development, but could use feedback in the after-process.
  • I NEED to timetable myself.
  • i can do something for a long time [eg drawing] but leave it for just a little or long while and get scared to go back to the medium through fear of being bad; when what i really want is it to be like riding a bike.
  • Scheduling library/theory time is essential for m as a practitioner.
  • Having another person to work in the presence of is not necessary but helps.
  • Becoming much more hand-on!
  • I should record things as and when they happen.
  • Planned workshop times motivate me much better.
  • Mini-briefs work well for me.

Tuesday, 23 November 2010

Heartache and Mac-brake...

So after months of living without my macbook; in the hope that it would soon be fixed; Yesterday I get the news that the cost for repairs will be approximately £900 [Yes, thats 2 naughts!] and so as a poor, poor student; I cannot afford to be wasting money like that, well, I don't even have that much money! Anyways; It has my work on it; and I am somehow going to have to get my work from it and onto the new Mac Mini which I've had to go and buy [and will now be living off of chopped tomatoes and pasta for the next few weeks!]; Something will have to get sorted out to get over this; I'm sure it will be fine; but I'm incredibly dishearted; bugger off CommTech; I'm sick of you and your crappy blogging ways!
Argh!

Friday, 19 November 2010

flickr

I shall be uploading and editing photos to flickr, and i link shall be placed on the left hand side of this blog...

Sunday, 14 November 2010

Flickr

I shall be uploading and editing photos to flickr, and i link shall be placed on the left hand side of this blog...

Friday, 29 October 2010

Mebs...


The following is another, to do list; with things that I would maybe like to do in Comm Tech, however if it does not work out; Then I shall be happy to complete them in another project...


Sunday, 24 October 2010

Lets save the world...

Lets grease the wheel over tea;
Lets discuss things in confidence;
Lets be outspoken, lets be ridiculous,
Lets solve all the worlds problems.

I found this passage in my notes; I'm not sure where it came from, when I wrote it down or what it meant to me at the time; However how I am feeling today, It totally sums up what I want to be as a practitioner; Honest, ethical, environmental, ridiculous and of course, plenty of tea drinking...

Tuesday, 19 October 2010

Interim Critique Prep...

So the critique is tomorrow, and I thought that today I would answer the questions and record my thoughts ready for the session with Nick and Sharon...



Interim Critique Prep...

So the critique is tomorrow, and I thought that today I would answer the questions and record my thoughts ready for the session with Nick and Sharon...


Saturday, 9 October 2010

Online Magazine...

Since I was quite young, I remember having a dream-job of being a journalist [after being a surgeon of course; too much time spent watching ER)]; I've always had a passion to write, but mostly for myself, short stories about my day, how I am feeling; and poetic statements to accompany my art-work have been sporadic, however have been well received in the past, however I still never saw myself as a writer.
Whilst researching, I found a book of mine, called; INSIDE MAGAZINE: Independent Pop Culture Magazines; and upon re-engaging with the book; I found myself looking at it within a different light; Could I have my own magazine, zine or something similar? How would it work? Could i really do this?


Tuesday, 5 October 2010

One of many...

This is a to-do list that I complied of three dimensional works that I want to establish; I am aware that some of these may seem a little elaborate; However they are things that I would maybe want to do; however not for this project; it is just a compilation of ideas...

Friday, 1 October 2010

Settle...






Towards the end of the summer break; myself and a few of my friends decided to go for a week to a family cottage in Settle, North Yorkshire. Scenically the area provided all kinds of beauty, and was a perfect opportunity for me to experiment with my camera; photographing different things and places; I experiment with the camera in its standard set-up, basic Canon D100 with a basic lenses; as I like to see what is achievable within this restricted function...